Showing posts from 2015


When your fashion sense barometer was really declining and these such rushing days, absolutely you will go with your same old casual clothes as we are always fancy to be laid back and wear something comfortable. Casual women clothing such as basic tees, blouses and jeans are the common selection to spend your day off from work in. However, recycling your same old casual clothes might not stand out your fashion sense. So, girls don’t worry! We can always fix your clothes just by thinking creatively and be bold and feel confident in what you wear. Take a look at the three quick fix up below on how to how to expertly spice your casual women clothing up. 
1. Accessories 

Yes! Accessories will come in handy for all women as it does not cost you much. You can buy it almost from everywhere. Imagine whenever you put on a nice statement necklace, dangling earrings or multi-stacked bangles, your casual top will look trendy and chic effortlessly. Pro tip: Never over accessorize as it could jeopard…


Harry Fear is a British journalist that currently, I start to follow his work through the RT channel at Youtube. They did a documentary that was named NewsTeam. I am totally enjoying watching this video as we can see how the journalist were making news, on how they are going to select visual that perfect with their reports, and all the sporadic events that likely to happen as the earlier episodes that covered by Harry Fear was in Gaza. Yeah. Gaza.
Along with the footages at Gaza, it was totally giving me goosebumps. Yeah. Innocence children, women just get killed and yet Israel stated it was just a collateral damage. There was an episode when there were 4 children were killed while playing at a beach where it is exactly the beach where Harry shot their film 3 hours earlier. The staff at the hotel I guess took the injured child into the hotel. I don't really want to describe how were the children. It was totally heartbreaking for me. There was an episode where they showed the Palest…


The most thing that usually somehow a highlight between us (so called growing up girls) is marriage. Lol right? Most of my friend already on that process while I am still enjoying my books and kdrama. Hahahahaha.
But the thing that really get me wondered how do you really know and confident enough to spend the rest of your life with somebody that you never know? A really good teacher said to me that a marriage is purely a gamble. You will have to risk everything, you have to be vulnerable.
and it's so depressing I think.
a cartoon strip from ZenPencil that never fail me.
That poem of C.S Lewis in cartoon strip version is more eye-candy.
and this viral a page from Momen2 Matluthfi ( yay, I already half-way to finish it) is quite say it all.
You are not ready because you are afraid that people might not accept you when the time come to let them see all of your flaws, your beastly side and your imperfections.


What happens when you realize that everything is going to fall apart quickly and you even can not catch up with it? Sometimes, we pretend that we already move on but the truth is we just hide it and cover it so we dont see it. We dont embrace it. We run away from it. Maybe the word we should be replaced with I. 


Last two years, I was diagnosed by some pathological disease that only can be correct via surgery only. And after every appointment, medical checkups and doctor consultation - last two months I was hospitalized for that particular reason.

The only reason that I want to be warded is I just want to give a break for myself and being alone for a while. And I even insisted my mother not to company me.

I was so wrong in so many level.
It turn that I cannot face that one night loneliness depsite that choatic ward. The hydrocort that went in was so painful 😭😭.

The moments when they carried me to the OT, I was so scared and doubted whether this is the correct decision or not la.

Moments bila rasa takut gila and you really to hold somebody and turn out, ntah mcm mana umi dgn kakcik time tu stranded dekat ward. Probably kemas barang aku. Sumpah the feelings were even worser than kena maki dengan prof.

Lesson learnt : you cannot live alone. Try giving a space to trust somebody and ultimately, …

Post Movie Syndrome

Its just happen when you really fell in love with the characters. Tyler hawkins just another guy that can be put in the same level with Benz Alif and Augustus Waters.

[10/11 1:37 pm] Nur Zafirah: Sbb abg dia mati bunuh diri, so dia mcm directionless cmtu
[10/11 1:38 pm] Nur Zafirah: Tp at same time, dia jaga betul2 his sister
[10/11 1:38 pm] Nur Zafirah: The way he treat adik dia la
[10/11 1:39 pm] Nur Zafirah: Pastu come up with the girl
[10/11 1:40 pm] Nur Zafirah: Mcm pompuan ni boleh along with him even mase dia tgh shattered
[10/11 1:40 pm] Nur Zafirah: So i fall in love with tyler hawkins la

So, that happens when i just can't keep bottle up the excitements. Haha

The character of the girl that I always fond is how the girl can always together even come high or low water. How shattered the guy inside out, the girl still can remain there for him.

Just like Alicia to John Nash in Beautiful Mind

Just like Jane Wilde to Stephen Hawking in ToE (even they got divorced later on)



Is this always an illusion?


Feeling is an immeasurable unit that constantly changing with no valid value.
So do with the love.


Loss of the love is a permanent wound.


There are people out there that always vocal and being bold of what they want to do.
But here I am,
still thinking whether I can make it or not.


if the love is going to blind us anyway, why be in love at the place?
 and define love, please.

Love is a feeling is where you feel the soothing and tranquility.

Damai dalam hati.


Afterall, not having any emotion is better than have one. You just cannot get hurt by being so. 




That slight glimpse
enough to palpate hardly

That few words
enough to make the eyes smiling.

Happy Eid Mubarak
ps: a throwback of 20th July.

Testing 1 2 4



The things that you know that always want to do it but your mind always work too much!
After all the thing that I went through, now I know the hikmah (wisdom or the good side of it) of reaaalllly relying on Allah and believe that He is Truly The Planner. Alhamdulillah. Being here in a medical college that just starts to spread out its wings, I am really grateful for being here. My friends here treat me like a family and they made me feel like Im belong here. Yes, there is loopside here and there but happy enough to say that I feel content and happy. and Damai (peace)!
Just wanna shared a program that I was asked to join. Haha.
First Slot : Amar Makhruf Nahi Mungkar for Doctors by Mister Amin (p/s : we called it mister as he is a surgeon specialist kot)
Second Slot : Kewajipan Berjemaah
Third Slot : Tasawuf Tarbiyah
I am the kind who always excited to hear all those doctors’ experiences. Yes, I really value that and a kind of booster-spirit-serum to survive in medicine. He shared when he wa…