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ESFP -  "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 8.5% of the total population. Free Jung Word Choice Test (similar to MBTI) personality tests by similarminds.com

read. widening.minds

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Assalamualaikum wbth (im smiling right now…wee hee) Reading is something that I couldn’t detach from my very own blood and bones. Lately, I challenged myself to read more good books ( kinda that open up our minds, able to see things in new and diverse perspectives and definitely that feeds our souls , always Quran is in the top list). Just want to move ahead in my reading and of course, more mature I guess. # Dilema aurat wanita ketika bersalin – Zaharuddin Mohamed I just happened to see this awesome book at Popular Komtar on the way to visit Ust. Azizan at GHPP (May Allah bless him all the way long). Surely, I get to know the real situation whenever a muslimah, woman having such a dilemma during the delivery. It’s quite sad that you were in situation that your mughallazah aurat is exposed to non-mahrams. Yes, in Islam, we can priorities to save the live (menjaga nyawa) rather than covering the aurat (in this case) whenever we were in duarat situation. But, the...

eksplorasi media?

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to sukinah (if you're reading this).. this ayat just popped out when doing some heart-ranting session with her during foundation dolu-dolu.. ahah! got inspired when watching step-up 3 kot! blog tagline. bajet

prejudis malam

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Assalamualaikum Life is ongoing process that always have the phase of peak of hope and depth of despair that usually retard the emotion. Conflict the others’ thought which always prejudiced.  Ya.  Prejudis manusia –manusia itu yang kadang-kadang mampu jeopardized sisi-sisi liku hidup orang itu. Prejudis membabi-buta itu yang meremukkan hati kecil yang sedang bina bata-bata untuk hati itu juga. Prejudis itu bisa sekali meruntuhkan keyakinan bak akar mencengkam bumi. Sungguh kuat bisa prejudis itu. Tetapi…. Hati kecil itu juga masih ada lagi secalit harapan yang pelangi tetap ada walaupun langit hitam bertebar, Hati kecil itu juga masih percaya bahawa awan hitam putih berkepul bertrillion bagaimanapun, mentari masih ada menyinari, Hati kecil itu sentiasa ada harapan bahawa pada Dia, Rabbul’Izzati yang Maha Adil untuk menghukum hati kecil  tanpa sebarang prejudis itu. 30052013 |20rejab1435H |8:57pm­­       ...

this is virus

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Assalamualaikum wbth Carpal tunnel Syndrome, Mind-warming session. It's really menyakitkan-hati-jiwa-perut-limpa whenever in your heads, you got so many things to write up and post in but when the times come to type, it's halt! yes! enough to cause unbearable mental disorder.... yeah. it's totally make me like this   and this too,  26th June 2013, I will enroll to do foundation once again in AUCMS after told, suggested by abah and pak teh.  With "big heart", I said yes to it as I see it is the only option that I left just to go on with medicine. To give a shot and start afresh once again ain't easy told ya!  This's totally a war with your ego, depression, frustration, thought, hard and painful inside and outside! The big problem again when all those come suddenly till' hardly to catch a breath, cause me ada masalah jiwa.  jiwa yang meronta Tuhan, aku perlu Kau Jiwa yang menangis kejauhan dari Dia Jiwa yang sakit Tuhan,...

HAHA..

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"amacam dah abeh exam" " alhamdulillah..whatever it's come out after this, all of those will be His best plans. InsyaAllah." That was what I said when my lovely sister asked me about my scary final exam. The well- said which now is  kinda testing me this right moments. Yes. Indeed, i felt some sort of zombinated human-being right now.  Everything seemed a very pitch coal black and sensed fear anywhere in this deep heart. Everything that I  believed and confident seemed to collapse just like 9/11.. huh?  Yeah... the moments. Heart-wrecking moments. Just about clicking the e-pelajar tabs, my family just around me - chatting together before sending off my sister  to her boarding school in Bukit Kayu Hitam - then just scroll down the pages - then ran to the bathroom. flood  maybe? in cheeks? haha.... After minutes (kofh..kofh), my sis salam with me, my ummi came and my abah hugged me... "tak pa, abah kan ada...

P E D U L I . U M M A H . R A N T

R egard the recent event – bullied case that happened in Seberang Jaya, Penang. “Budak belasah ketua tingkatan” – that’s probably people would say about the case. Short intro – I am sure everybody would know about this. People in FB did talk about this, comment this, that, bla bla. Even the I found a page that entitle “Kami Mahu Pembuli Kelas Ditangkap”. I think it’s far enough for us to talk about this. Of course, those kids ( Ya Allah, depa baru form 3 ja…. So pathetic) were completely guilty for their action, amoking?,  brutal actions toward the class monitor, proudly recording their all-time-waited action scenes!  Yeah, They did wrong. But, I did scanning all the public comments towards this case. Our people were too judgementing. And somehow, my point of views towards all those comments – like the public bullied those kids back in literal. The way they comments  : ·          like those kids didn’t have any go...