Memang eventful sangat sangat life as houseman, being anak yatim in first poster, tok passed away and now being auto extended in medical for my near miss mistake.
Assalamualaikum and Hi! Passed Professional Exam II last year. Graduating last year. Applied and submitted registration SPA for Pegawai Perubatan UD41 last year. Applied for MMC Provisional Registration last year. Selected for Tapisan 8/10 last year and here go finally my name was selected for Pegawai Perubatan Gred UD41 Bil 3/2020. A lmost 10months waiting time if counted from settled everything with SPA and MMC. I worked in as a clinic assistant for 6 months in waiting period. Haha. Could not believe it, I will start working my second job and most important as graduating medical student. Here come forth the journey of a junior-doctor-in-training. It's all started when my bestfriend, Dhina informed me when suddenly we can register our name in the e-Housemen website on 29th June 2020. My heart jumped inside and I did jumped like a monkey hahaha as I did grateful because I did thought my tapisan might not be selected in this intake. But Allah plan everything right? Upon regis...
kerut di wajahnya seakan-akan menceritakan jalan panjang hidupnya satu realiti hambaNya di tanah Dia garis-garis yang elok berlengguk seakan-akan memujuk hati untuk lupakan segala cacat cela yang pernah ada untuk lantas lembutkan hati untuk memaafkan Allah.. damai hati dalam menjamah menu marhaen bersama sambil mencuri pandang wajah berkerut seribu itu kesal dalam hati mula menjengah bila mana pernah wujud perasaan benci bila mana rasa ketidakadilan yang salah bertandang pada mulanya akukah yang zalim yang gagal bersabar dan bersyukur atau diakah yang zalim yang mendokong autonomi dewasa atau situasikah yang zalim yang hilang titik graviti sabar p/s : kita semua perlu toleransi.
Back then in my first clinical posting which is General Surgery posting, I was impulsed to an advice that Ms.S told me, ''you are your own worst enemy''. This is one of the advice that really hit me at that time. In the end, the one that we should really blame is ourselves who sometimes might not push enough to the limit. We all know the one person in life those who tend to blame everything except themselves. (Did you just imagine that person? Yes, I did! Haha) Apart from just completed my Paediatric posting that I found many interesting parts in it, I don't have any other else things that I preoccupied in it. That's how medicine has done to me. It shoves all others interest except struggling in paediatrics wards, developing skills to talks nicely to patients especially to the mothers and fathers and clinical skills. Is this me in depression that talking? This is going to be so boring. Again and again, talking about my clinical life and for somehow, ...
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