I WISH I CAN GIVE UP

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anytime whenever I am in a disappointment and frustration,
I wish
I can easily give up
and 
not feel any regret after that.

I wish 

but game is over, 
whenever you gave up.


i wish i can gave up to get a driving license

it's so hard to remember every steps, every turnings, 
that zig zag road
that selekoh
its already cost almost one thousand the fee
its hard for me.
studying piles of lecture notes and textbooks is way easier


but kakcik will not always be around to drive for us
and kakcik will soon get in any universities this year
and i will be in my clinical years soon
i should be able to drive

sigh

np : vanilla acoustic - my time with you
 

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