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self-notes | =)

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Assalamualaikum wbth... In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds, and Peace and Prayer be upon the Final Prophet and Messenger.  Alhamdullillah, Allah did give the rezeki for me to study in UNIMAS - Asasi Sains Hayat. At first, I was quite frustrated when I did't selected for the one course that i aimed very much was Asasi Perubatan - UIA. I watered! But, it just for a couple of minutes only. Huuu...I tried to think the ibrah from all of these. Alhamdulillah (Highly praised to Him).now I couldn't wait anymore to fly to sarawak. (kena study gila-gila..) PENGISLAHAN DIRI .... solat haram tinggal! al-quran + matsurat solat sunat +puasa sunat qiyam  jangan tidoq dalam kuliah! ( i slept in the class for all the time masa zaman sekolah. It's really.... menyedihkan sebab tak grab masa yang ada tu betol!! ) study!study! jangan jadi pelupa.....;P (abah dengan ummi ...

when a lil' boy thought the 'thanks'.....

Assalamualaikum wbth.. Sometimes the word "thanks" would balm the hot heart straight away. Indeed. I will fell extremely pleased when people thanked me when i did something good deed to them. As a return, 1 just want a thanks. only it. Yea.. i knew that the habit to thank people isn't being the culture yet. But, my only super boyfriend, he thought me the "thanks" (he is my brother . ok. 5-year-old ;)) This happened about past months ago when I was in my bedroom (buang masa je), suddenly my sis's friend came and do ask a Science UPSR questions to me. Yes, she had a so-called study group together with my sister. I did explained to me and sometimes, my explanation beyond the UPSR's syllabus. hahaha... padan muka!! We finished the long explanation - and she go away just like that with no salam (at least... at a second, ok. she's just 12-years old) .Padahal aku geram gak tuh!!! Out of blue, my lil' adik said to me , "akak!!, terima kasi...

THE FACTS DIGESTED | GROWING FACTS

susah untuk cerna bahawa aku akan jejak  universiti susah untuk hadam bahawa aku bukan lagi  budak sekolah yang selalu main nyorok-nyorok susah untuk telan bahawa aku bukan lagi  budak lower form yang minat gila dengan Estranged susah untuk rasa bahawa aku bukan lagi  budak sekolah menengah perisa Ribena susah untuk kulum bahawa aku bukan lagi  a girl, but a woman in steps taken more (geli aku) susah untuk kunyah bahawa aku bukan lagi  a girl yang gilakan BEAST (sangat tipikal) tapi................. senang hati bila aku bukan lagi budak yang liat untuk solat senang hati bila aku bukan lagi budak yang payah berlidah Al-Quran senang hati bila aku bukan lagi budak yang tuli pasal aurat senang hati bila aku bukan lagi budak yang buta agama..... Alhamdulillah. Highly praised to Him. Alhamdullilah, He sent me to Kubang Pasu Science School.

TAK TAU | JANGAN TANYA

Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut : W0010 - ASASI SAINS HAYAT (BUMIPUTERA SAHAJA) UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA SARAWAK

SCARILY CHEAP | GO AWAY

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Asssalamualaikum wbth.. What you guys gonna read, perhaps u guys thought it lame! super lame. ( yes. akusangatgeram ) Viewing kinda scary status on fb or entries in blogger. Example... " ada orang tu saya mesej, calls banyak kali. x angkat pon" "hye awak, gembira hari ini dapat kuar dengan awak" ..... and the list go on... Most of kinda ayat done by my friend since we are in primary,secondary school. I don't see why we as a muslimah should say those words to someone that we even don't know he is the exactly the one in life. Be sure on the unsure things. We put the faith on the unsure things and yet we doubt the seen-sure-things. GOT IT ? Why? I never see this kinda boy-girl relationship as the major thing that we should do within our younger ages. ( deep down.. this kinda relationships is one of the bloody mess ) We chase out our desires first rather than thinking our prior relationship - simpler, as a anak. We being very selfish uh? ...

21 years | voting!

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Assalamualaikum wbth... yay!! finally.. jejak jugak aku ke tanah jitra nih (yea. now im in yana's) 28042012. Bersih 3.0 http://www.msomelayu.blogspot.com/ deep down, i really impressed of their such blazing spirit to be in the middle of town. Why najib still deafened himself from seeing what the rakyat want? Kalau kau nak kaya dengan duit rakyat, pergi mampos ar! I see najib is one the so called diva which always wants the power - money. With all the scandals - scorpene, altantuya, corruption - but he still can smile in front of people can talk nicely to them like they knew nothing. Where's his intergrity? If he don't do such thing - why he didn't sue for media which accused him so. Entah? Sumpah dengan quran? shit. Depan Allah, jawablah. sometimes, i always being the more enthusiastic about this politic-thingy. Abah brought the harakah, suara keadilan... all the times. But at some points, this topic brought me grave boring! just sometimes. ya. now.. i am w...

mental constraint week

Assalamualaikum wbth.... If I'm playing with the "what ifs". It was just nothing. No regret over the spill milk.  The only slack ruins everything. Add Maths B+..... ( dah tak leh nak kata apa ) ya... The PILN and PIDN required all the elective subject A- . With the only one slack, I felt that studying medicine overseas just have been buried in the ground deeply... ( ya. ak sedih ) Tapi. Aku degil jugak orangnya!! Ya! I still apply the medicine course ( PIDN lah.. tu pun rasa cam tindakan berani mati. heh ) My ummi and abah asked me... "kakak! ambik yang aucms tu, dekat kepala batas. kakak kena ingat.. u are not fighting alone.. but globally!" ( ya.. i knew that ) " kakak tengok orang2 yang lead bahagian critical kat hospital tuh... depa USM cabuk ja. ( inside my mind.... "usm cabuk??? gi-la vocab ummi aku" ). la.. tengok ja pakteh hang tu.." (=P)  ya pak teh, professional dah.. jusa B tuu.... ya it's all true, babe! I...