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scar - BIOS  ost secret garden I turned around many times already I laughed like it was nothing Even if I lied to my heart without words Are you wandering because you don’t know my heart  Suddenly I’m afraid, saying I love you They’re not words I’m used to saying With hardened lips, I love you, I love you I am shouting those words on your back Because we breathe the same air It would be too much to ask for more As love keeps growing without knowing Only scars are coming back Even though I’m hurt, I’ll be here I can only smile when I’m next to you Can’t be happy, can’t be changed You’re the one I chose My bruised heart is full of scars When I look back, there are only tears I can’t see because you can’t find me Even my love hides right away Because we can breathe the same air It would be too much to ask for more As love keeps growing without knowing Only scars are coming back Even though I’m hurt, I’ll be here I can only smile when I’m next to you Can’t be h...

kredit jiwa yang halus itu mudah aja manik-manik kristal itu gugur (kristal la sangat, contain HCl ada la...) bilamana prinsip dan pegangan yang  diperkotak-katikan dihempap dihina bilamana peluang untuk menjelaskan dicampak jauh-jauh jiwa yang lagi satu setia mendengar turut jua gugur manik-manik suci itu. cerita adik. cerita bonding kami. datang solusi dari umi untuk memaafkan..... sebab it's not worth it to cry on and all of us smile again..... alhamdulillah.  Bumi Dia, 11:58pm 030614

bila dia menangis, tak kisah la apa jua alasannya, pasti aku susah dan resah gelisah untuk mencari kata-kata bait-bait yang mungkin balm her ached heart for a second mungkin soothe her away from those troubles but, it's me who fail in emotion logics who fail in words can't just say it out through words nak je cakap "menangis je la, let it all out" "Allah ada, jangan risau ye babe" tapi my lips get locked right away and just could say it out after she wiped her tears away. and most painful moments, when others that hugged her to comfort her. not me.                                                             Bumi Dia, 030514 2:04PM disclaimer : internal struggle of ukhuwah. not lesbo k.

subject : G manipulated variable: egoism level controlled variable:  narcissism level discussion : when G is so all out about himself, being narcissistic all the time, being mister-know-it-all, yet never take a leap to trust others. Though he is the most hardworking ever person that you had meet, the most amanah ... but with this kind of attitude, he never make it till now (leave the future to Allah),  spending the old days with long time framed memories that kept being told to his "terdekat" I know within G's deep heart. the most apex of the heart perhaps, G's really sorrow inside out and sort of stumble..slowly. but with the ego mastermind inside, he never want to at least, listen. or just keep silent momentarily  to reflect everything back but, he still refuse to do so kept telling his mind "i am who i am" "untouchables" "nah, you just a bundle of stupid people outta there that know nothing" sigh. helple...

hak milik 's manusia - manusia hanya akan terus berdoa  akan angan dan impian  yang perlu dikejar ribuan tapak lagi barangkali mungkin itu  sebabnya  banyak yang menangis bila mana  yang dekat tebar hilang berjauhan yang kasih jadi bom ledak dalam hati bila mana semua orang  lupa  untuk senyum dan sayang dengan yang terdekat juga doa mungkin...                                                                                      bumi Allah 030314 11:30PM