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Asssalamualaikum wbth.. What you guys gonna read, perhaps u guys thought it lame! super lame. ( yes. akusangatgeram ) Viewing kinda scary status on fb or entries in blogger. Example... " ada orang tu saya mesej, calls banyak kali. x angkat pon" "hye awak, gembira hari ini dapat kuar dengan awak" ..... and the list go on... Most of kinda ayat done by my friend since we are in primary,secondary school. I don't see why we as a muslimah should say those words to someone that we even don't know he is the exactly the one in life. Be sure on the unsure things. We put the faith on the unsure things and yet we doubt the seen-sure-things. GOT IT ? Why? I never see this kinda boy-girl relationship as the major thing that we should do within our younger ages. ( deep down.. this kinda relationships is one of the bloody mess ) We chase out our desires first rather than thinking our prior relationship - simpler, as a anak. We being very selfish uh? ...

Assalamualaikum wbth... yay!! finally.. jejak jugak aku ke tanah jitra nih (yea. now im in yana's) 28042012. Bersih 3.0 http://www.msomelayu.blogspot.com/ deep down, i really impressed of their such blazing spirit to be in the middle of town. Why najib still deafened himself from seeing what the rakyat want? Kalau kau nak kaya dengan duit rakyat, pergi mampos ar! I see najib is one the so called diva which always wants the power - money. With all the scandals - scorpene, altantuya, corruption - but he still can smile in front of people can talk nicely to them like they knew nothing. Where's his intergrity? If he don't do such thing - why he didn't sue for media which accused him so. Entah? Sumpah dengan quran? shit. Depan Allah, jawablah. sometimes, i always being the more enthusiastic about this politic-thingy. Abah brought the harakah, suara keadilan... all the times. But at some points, this topic brought me grave boring! just sometimes. ya. now.. i am w...

Assalamualaikum wbth.... If I'm playing with the "what ifs". It was just nothing. No regret over the spill milk.  The only slack ruins everything. Add Maths B+..... ( dah tak leh nak kata apa ) ya... The PILN and PIDN required all the elective subject A- . With the only one slack, I felt that studying medicine overseas just have been buried in the ground deeply... ( ya. ak sedih ) Tapi. Aku degil jugak orangnya!! Ya! I still apply the medicine course ( PIDN lah.. tu pun rasa cam tindakan berani mati. heh ) My ummi and abah asked me... "kakak! ambik yang aucms tu, dekat kepala batas. kakak kena ingat.. u are not fighting alone.. but globally!" ( ya.. i knew that ) " kakak tengok orang2 yang lead bahagian critical kat hospital tuh... depa USM cabuk ja. ( inside my mind.... "usm cabuk??? gi-la vocab ummi aku" ). la.. tengok ja pakteh hang tu.." (=P)  ya pak teh, professional dah.. jusa B tuu.... ya it's all true, babe! I...

aku hipokrit kalau ingin jadi doktor O&G sebab Islam... ... tu dia kata.. aku kata,,, memang islam benarkan perempuan deals ngan doktor lelaki kalau darurat... tapi sejauh mana kita mendefinasikan darurat tuh?? dan.... sebab tu aku nak jadi doktor O&G Muslim.... tapi kalau aku jadi kardiologist sebab dia.. dia kata... aku IKHLAS... aku kata... tu aku minat!.. Antara minat dengan hati yang dipagut dengan sense of responsibility... mana aku pilih? aku pilih...... jadi MA! HEH. p/s : Please.. ALLAH!! you are always the biggest comfort for me.